I’ve been very up and down lately. Mostly down. My mood most definitely is not stable.
I just growled at a lady in the corner of my eye whilst looking at my phone, she was attempting to push her way in front of me in a line.
That was very uncharacteristic of me. It was like a primal growl. “Get the fuck out!” Sort of growl. Usually I’d just let them go, I’d get on when I get on.
The first ever time I realised I was unwell, at my lowest, I looked at myself and thought.. This isn’t me. I’m not that person. I feel like that today. I’ve been taking my medication every night but I haven’t been able to shake this feeling.
This hurdle is made of thorns and they’re morphing into glass.
I’m wondering if I need to see the doctor or work it out within myself… With help of course.