Tripped up

I tripped up today. It started last night. It was harder to sleep than usual. My mind litterally had sirens going off, sometimes I like to think of EDM mixes. I eventually forced myself to sleep, listening to the rain outside. I had to focus pretty hard. By then it was 5am.

I woke up this morning, digging my face into my pillow like I have so many times before, and I went back to sleep.

I’ve missed my first class and I’m dying for a smoke. I’m trying to quit but my will isn’t strong today.

I’ll make sure I get to my next class though.

My mind is cloudy and I feel meh.

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