I tripped up today. It started last night. It was harder to sleep than usual. My mind litterally had sirens going off, sometimes I like to think of EDM mixes. I eventually forced myself to sleep, listening to the rain outside. I had to focus pretty hard. By then it was 5am.
I woke up this morning, digging my face into my pillow like I have so many times before, and I went back to sleep.
I’ve missed my first class and I’m dying for a smoke. I’m trying to quit but my will isn’t strong today.
I’ll make sure I get to my next class though.
My mind is cloudy and I feel meh.