After thoughts

As per usual I am way too hard on myself.

I actually made it on time and did really well! (I think heh) I put on my interview face and did the best I could.

It’s something that I’m working on at the moment. Being too hard on myself is something that’s held me back all too often. It’s the self sabotage, occasionally the self loathing (maybe more often than occasionally), procrastination and negative thinking. Imagining everything that could go wrong without weighing up what could go right.

I feel like hiding under my blanket now and I think I will actually do that lol

Putting on my “day time face” is really exhausting.

Today is a heavy metal day. It calms me. The guitar solos and double bass drums drown out everything.

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