*sniff sniff*

I don’t shower when I’m not at my best. I’ll bask in my own ambience. Eh… Like tinned sardines?

Anyway..

I’m at the doctors right now (nothing serious) A couple I’m assuming was leaving as I arrived. I could tell the man had not showered. It’s odd being on the outside of someone’s own “ambience”. I knew I had been smelly like that once, I didn’t care though. I didn’t think it was that bad. Not until it started to bother my mum.

“The hallway is starting to smell like smelly homeless man :/”

A smelly homeless man.

I’ve since curbed my ways, I don’t shower every single day but it’s a heck of a lot more often than before. Today is like smelly homeless man contraception.

One day I went to the Perth Zoo and saw a lot of crying, tired and frustrated kids and their mum’s. It was nearing the end of the day. It literally put me off having kids. This feels like that day. It’s put me off basking in the ambience lol

Let me explain what the difference is between body odour and “ambience” is to me. Body odour is when someone has been working out, had a long or hot day. Pits. B.O. “Ambience” is when someone hasn’t showered for a week or so. It’s a mixture of pits, butt and genitals. A medley of sorts. B.O lingers but not the way “ambience” does. I’ve been sitting here for about 20 minutes now and the scent is still wafting around. I saw a doctor spraying an air freshner through the hallway. It doesn’t travel like a tail though. Kinda just sits there.

Showering every day is something I have been struggling with for a while. I’m not a troll that lives under a bridge who doesn’t need to shower or bathe. There are small things that most people have the hang of.. that I don’t.

I think it’s a lack of self pride. I wouldn’t be surprised. People with house pride keep their lawns mowed and flowers watered. They keep their homes presentable inside and out. I don’t have bedroom pride let alone house pride or self pride.

Now I’m just rambling lol

I am progressing, I need to remember to tell myself that. 

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